My Reflection

Wake up every morning
Wondering how the day is gonna go
Wondering how this day is gonna be different from others
Wondering if today is finally gonna be the day
Wondering if life is gonna smile at me today
Wondering if there can really be a change in my life
Wondering if all this confusion can be clerified
Cos I'm tired of all this
I'm tired of being disoriented
I'm tired of not knowing
 I'm tired of knowing and not being able to do something about it, or can I ? I don't know
See this is what I hate, being torn inside not knowing which side I'm on,
unable to find the balance within
unable to identify myself,
unable to decide what's right and wrong
cos if I do I feel I'm missing out.
See I'm not really getting the picture
I just can not depict it.
How I feel inside words cannot express it.

Sometimes I ask myself who I am,
Cos it seems I don't really know myself
See i feel I've lived my life trying to be what I'm not
Trying to be what people expect me to be
And that is not the real me.
Now I realize you can't live life successfully without being the real you
Cos there always gonna be this emptiness inside you
Until you identify yourself you cannot progress

Every day I keep wondering.
is this how I'm gonna wonder till I die
Look up to God in the heavens and say please help me
Cos at the end of the day his the one That can find me.
These are just my reflection.

Writing from the soul...